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[25 Jul 2004|11:52pm] |
anger GRRRRR!!!! look at my face grrrr!
lmfao hahahah lol jajaja
big woop
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[25 Jul 2004|09:26pm] |
bad karma people are never gonna be satisfied
...and now moving on
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[21 Jul 2004|01:02am] |
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the night really started when hector and i went out to eat. we were just being selfish, we really weren't hungry but we wanted something to eat. so guess what we got, hahah a t-bone. after half an hour of eating we were super full.
we drove around for 3 mins. and i told him i need to throw up. he agreed to do the same. we went to a near by park and just let it all out. i had to do all the work cuz hector couldn't do it without watching me. if that didn't make sense. this is how it went. i found a tree and just started to throw up. 10 seconds into it there goes hector. but once i start i can't stop, hector was getting mad, and throwing up at the same time. he said i was throwing up too much. He's just worried about me.
after the park we went to walmart. saw susan there, i liked the color she was gonna do her hair
we went back to the park. .......................................... ahHhh yes i forgot, as soon as we got there hector had to pee, so i told him just pee. he walked over to a random tree and just started to pee. yelling at me not to stare. hahahha i mocked him with the water bottle, pretending i was peeing too. woo! ............................................... plus the water sprinklers were on. and ahhh!!!!!!!!!! we started to get each other wet,lol by throwing the other person into the water.fighting but not really it was soo much fun =) we walked over to the merry-go-around and just stared at the stars, and talked.
another prefect night, i love you h
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[10 Jul 2004|11:36am] |
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If i could hate, i would hate alot of you. But i'm not a "hate-ing"type.
If i could i would be alone, alone from "friends" all i really want, is to think of my future, school, work, and my family.
I miss alot of you, i can say that, mostly people from lunch, i always had a hoot there. u guys are one of a kind.
i miss childhood, when me and bradley would beat some kid up and take away his shoes, just to play football with them.
I miss my mom, i never get to see her as much anymore.
I miss hector for the same reasons.
I really don't think some people understand how big of an impact hector plays in my life. i feel so lost, empty inside when i don't see him all day/s. i get a little bit of hope when we talk on the phone for 5 mins at a time. But everytime he comes to my house or we spend time together, my life is turned for the better. i have only 3 men in my life, and my father isn't one of them. only my 2 older brothers who were a father to me, and hector. that's all i ever need....just them and my mother. that's all i need in my life, nothing less.....nothing more.
almost forgot i miss ya raven
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| bible hero |
[28 Mar 2004|11:16pm] |
i bought jesus for a dollar


jeezus
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[16 Dec 2003|10:10pm] |
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